Today just totally went wrong. So wrong, that I don't even know what am I thinking.
Sorry.
I didnt realise that I was escaping from reality all along.
After I knowing that the world is so realistic, I just don't want to face it.
I don't even have a plan for my future.
I'm just depending on my parents. But how long can I last like this?
I know I have to face it.
Even by playing games, laying on the bed listening to mp3 and daydream, I'm just escaping from reality.
Had a little chat with mdm wai today on msn. All of a sudden, she said "but rem ur experience and learn ...dont let emotional BGR get to u". Was talking about my studies in poly with her and suddenly she mentioned this. I'm sure she rmb about last time too. My O's just went wild. How stupid and silly of me. She put high hopes on me, in the end I let her down. Well, as you said, I will do my best in my 3years of poly. I hope.
Life
Less
Who am i now?
kY misses at 10:50 PM
